Hey, it's been a while since I've been present in this space.
A few weeks ago, I posted on social media that I am in the liminal space of growth and evolution - sitting in the unknown. I have been self-employed for a year in September and wow, have I learned a lot in that time. I have become more comfortable in the unknown and given myself permission to change my mind and to evolve...
I’m more comfortable with the unknown than I ever have been. The more I learn about how the mind works, the more I feel safe to let go of ways of being that no longer serve me. That it’s okay to feel vulnerable in the unknown. What I have learned is more about how I want to show up in my work and show up in life - my offerings have changed and feel so much more aligned. I know that when I am enjoying what I am doing, the more impact my work will have. I am getting so much joy from the free offerings too (the podcast and Heart Holding Journal sessions). I want more of that heart expanding work. At the moment, I am working out what and how I want to share on social media but for now, I am giving space for inspiration to come through instead of forcing it. I've long let go of the worry of social media algorithms and expectations - it is so liberating to follow the beat of your own drum. I only share when I feel inspired to and if I feel what I have to share will be received in the way it is intended.
Whilst I allow space for inspiration for what to post on social media, I am creating in a different way that isn’t restricted to a box or small caption. I have started a Substack blog to share what I feel inspired to share about the human experience and vulnerability - generally what is on my heart. The basis of my work always comes back to loving holding space for vulnerability and the growth that follows after holding what is. I love sharing the human experience and holding it all, together (which inspired the blog title). The new writing space is permission to allow myself to be creative without judgement or expectation - to write for the love of it. I talk about this more in my first post on Substack.
I'm not sure what this means for my 'Sacred Blog' here on my website but for now, I am just going to roll with it and see what feels right as I go along. If you enjoy long form writing (like me) then join me on the new journey on Substack - the blog is called 'Holding Space for it all'. The link to follow along is below. The energy there feels different - I am sensitive to energy (makes sense why I became attuned to Reiki) and I have learned that going with that feels true for me is the way forward. Only we can know what is true and right for us. The blog feels different because it is a space to be free without expectation - I will show up authentically (as always) but in whatever way that feels good and true for me. Even if no one follows along, I am doing it for myself and that's enough.
No matter my presence on social media, know that I am still available for both free and paid offerings - mainly 1:1 but I do post availability for group journaling sessions (usually 2 a month). These free sessions fill my heart as much as yours. Feedback has been great - people feel lighter and clearer for taking the time to reconnect to their heart and truly listen and witness their inner world. This is also the premise for my in-depth 1:1 Heart Holding sessions. I am about to start offering a Heart Holding Journey which is a series of 5 1:1 sessions - I have one client who snapped this accessible support before I have officially sent it into the world. I wanted to let you know here first too incase you feel called to take this up. I offer free calls to discuss what you need and to see if I am the person you want to work with - because I know how important it is to work with someone you truly feel safe and resonate with. As a healing activation guide and Reiki Master, I also offer 1:1 Reiki sessions (single or a package of 5 sessions) to support whatever it is you are healing right now.
Know that wherever you are, you are exactly where you are meant to be and that reconnection to self is the biggest gift as a human. We are always going through cycles of becoming and unbecoming - the key is to bring self-awareness, compassion and patience to where you are.
Thank you for travelling this road with me.
After all, we are all just walking each other home (Ram Das).